Memories flood back with familiar sights and smells. The sadness and loss comes in waves.
Yet I’m open minded and doors that were once closed can open.
17 years ago this illness started me on a journey. A colourful journey but a hard journey all the same.
But the future is not yet written and the past doesn’t have to effect the present!!
Today I am starting Clozapine.
It could be the start of a new life or an acceptance of limitations if I have to continue with the old meds that have partly stopped working!
Blood tests, monitoring and patience.
I’m praying for a good outcome.